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i've never been a master at biting my tongue.

i always say what i am thinking.

i feel like i am going to ex-plode, im-plode and any other plodes that were made into words.

i want to say SO much, but it would fall on deaf ears.

is the risk worth the reward?

i have nothing left to gain or lose, just stuck. lost in a purgatory, an unsafe haven with all of these words.

i am not a gracious loser.

i fear i am transparent.

i have a huge self doubt that i have nothing to offer anyone or anything.

am i just having a bad day? week? month? even longer?

did i choose this or was it chosen for me?

i want to run.

i want to shut down, but i am incapable of it.

i have so much to say.

i wonder how much longer i can fake it. i haven't been doing a good job lately.

i wish i was on movie time so the good stuff happens what seems like the next day.

i am frustrated.

i want to find a point in the pointless.

i want my secret back.

i feel like an island.

someone else is living my dream. lucky.

i have so much to say. yet can't say anything.